its been a while since i last blogged and right now, Im just reflecting to how things have been for me on a personal level. things have not improved somehow and its going downhill on my own rtn
and the thought of it just sucks.
i come to a mid point where i know what i need to do and its just that little push that is needed right now. its never a right time for anything but everything is getting out of hand.
the only good point is that i found and am working in a new job that is somewhat interesting as i learn on the operational view of projects. the colleagues here are nice and i guess it takes a bit of adjustment to get used to everyone else. i still miss the previous place
which is actually very different with the main bulk of gang leaving and of course with someone whom i do treasure a lot not being there anymore
talking abt him, things are different
we became strangers somehow
and now til acquaintance
it comes to a point where we dont talk at all, til there are exciting points or common. of course, im upset but yet i cant expect much. to me, im just happy to know that he is safe, happy and earning what he hopes to achieve.
i guess just let fate decides.
well yes, im upset with a very close friend and I wonder is it me who put in too much trust in others that now it starts to reflects and hits back to me. well i realy wonder
ok now i need to get back to work. will write again.
